I really can't put my finger on why I do it. Most of the time when I'm even around these people, I'm fidgiting, nervous, and uncomfortable...Worse, I second guess myself into acting like someone I not, and thinking that the person I am just isn't good enough. Hmm...Maybe this is why I stopped hanging out with those very same people in the first place.
Well, guess what, from here on out:
I realize that this may make me sound like a b-word. But if you knew me at all, you'd know that I'm everything but that.